Continously, mouths yapping in the ear of a lost soul,
words mutter such as,
"go and die, sonabich," saying over and over
for years,
"a biches son is worst than shitz," they say,
but wat can it mean to me,
if i can choose how i die, i rather not live at all,
wat kindness is it for death to kill me with words,
they say, for someone like me, perhaps i'll never really live,
"people like you, who can't love, can't make their own life, just die stop wasting our time,"
honestly, when people know your life even before your going to be born,
REALLY sucks,
coming into this world filled with hate, how so unlucky,
there is no one i have yet to meet who can say something nice in this life,
there just isn't in my life,
so much hate, all i can do is live in my dream till i die and return to heaven.....